Darkness

   

                                                           Darkness 

                         The darkness is engulfing me I feel the rage coming on. My mind
                         Races of thoughts that haunt me the images I see make me weary
                         I know I need to turn away but its to tempting I have to see more!
                         I need to feel something and the darkness is alluring me. The beauty
                         Is irresistible the pain feels wonderful! I want more I need to ease this
                         Emptiness, I need a distraction reality for its to much to bare alone.
                         The sweet darkness takes my hand and leads me to my own personal
                         Hell…..


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cruel and unkind

     



                                                          cruel and unkind
                                                   


                                   The world seem cruel and unkind since the day you left us
                                   The sun hasn't shined as bright, the skies seem to be gray
                                   The seasons come and go by as I haven’t notes the change
                                   The days pass and fade into night but to me its all the same
                                   The seconds feel like hours, minutes feel like eternity
                                   The months have passed but I still feel the pain…..  

     

A mother love

                                                    A mother love 



               A mother love is not greedy or selfish it heals a broken spirit it lifts you up when you are low.A mothers love knows no boundaries it dose not judge or disseminate, its unconditional  A mothers love can make problems disappear and feel your heart with joy .A mothers love can comfort and mend wounds it can make all the pain fade away A mothers love is what you need when God calls her home its what you’ll crave when you no longer have it.  

My inter Demons

                                                           My inner Demons  

 I hear my inner demons beckoning to me their waiting on me to fail. Where can I run where When all is bear? The nights they come around whispering to me spewing their lies they torment me endlessly crawling inside my mind. The anger feels me to the point of agony the bitterness I taste it upon tongue. I feel them coming my thoughts begin to race who can save me from myself when the one who can is no longer in this place…

The Cold day

                                                                    The Cold day 

                                      The cold rain fell over me, the cold wind numbed me. My heart was
                                      bleeding as I seen the dreaded hearse. You was a angle with you black
                                      hair shining a sweet smile upon a peaceful face though you was cold to
                                      touch, I could still feel the warmth of your love. You had many whom
                                      loved you many whom you've touched. Did you not know you was
                                      loved so much? As they told about you and how sweet you was they
                                      still didn't know how very true that it was. As they close your lavender
                                      haven  My mind it snapped, my heart stopped I felt more pain then ever
                                      there was, for this was the last time a would see the face of  the one
                                      who loved me with all her heart the one who cared for me with others
                                      would depart now I must face this cold empty world without you,
                                      do know that  I loved you more then anyone could loved…